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Sunday, January 18, 2015

The Kite



A story, a vibrant colored kite was with me when I went to sleep in the day of chores.

I kept the slippery thread clutched between my tired fingers.


Then the storm came with the darkened skies and harshest hailstones.
I was running for cover in the woods.


Now I am sitting here with head moldy and wet eye lashes.
Trees dripping the unwanted rain.


I am hopeful that I will find it in the tree branches when I walk home;
or the childhood memories would be waiting with the thread in hand at my door step.


Let me walk the day

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Shame



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Sophia
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She wasn't a princess.
But sat frozen in hot emotions 
Unknown to me as I browsed through the notes
The dark eyes shining in the corner 
The gloom solidified 

The years lost in translation
Family history unknown 
I checked for the obvious and the known

The ICD10 
Amitriptyline...
Comeback in 4 months

She walked away from my ignorance 
Into the waves of ruminations 
Of the millions of body parts strewn 
Over the dirt roads she only knew

Home...

Where her family's blood marked
A distant place called 
Rwanda


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Child warrior
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Any seizures in parents? 
We don't know Sir
We found him crawling in the streets of Congo... 
I saw shining white teeth 
Then the forgotten blood haunted me...

I am not hiding behind a tricolor flag
Being just ashamed of my own 
Existence...


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Here...
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When I shut the microwave door
In this frigid winter
The popcorn smell mixed with
The aroma of coffee freshly brewed
The newspaper on the table, 
Shattered images from satellite
An African village in summer
Charred bodies 
And smell of gun powder

I am ashamed and guilty
For being alive as a human

Saturday, January 10, 2015

The Secret Life of Toms



I was buying something from a street vendor. 
Gave him $100. I did not understand why in a hurry I ended up having less balance than the arithmetic taught me what I would get.
Got home and looked inside my wallet .Two twenty dollars, one seven dollars and one 4 dollars. When I thought about it sensibly, it was scary as you could imagine. I never saw 7 dollar bills before. I was not sure about 4 dollars either. I looked at the other side of the bill. It was blank paper without printing. I am really duped. I have some money left in an envelope in the draw. I looked at the bills I had. Many have nothing printed on the back. Some of them actually had ink draining out in red and cyan.
It was not the issue of losing money due to carelessness, but knowing that this did not happen just now. I was being part of this fake bills empire, It bothered me so much and I was also concerned that someone will inform the police that I gave them fake notes.

I was finally happy when I woke up from that dream.

Next day I received a letter from a consumer research firm with 8 pages of questions and a crisp $2 bill clipped to the edge.
Is the dream real? I was not sure $2 bill existed. Was it Monopoly money?
Google and friends told me it was real as the $1 bill.

I heard that it was Toms. Thomas Jefferson. A bill which is now going to be the theme of a movie.
Toms, I know you are hiding behind the papers in my draw. I am reluctant to part with you. You are like the lucky streak I don’t want to lose in my days of misery. I am keeping you, my secret friend, away from anyone to grab, to spend to forget. I am like millions in this country, holding on to you with passion.

Toms, thank you.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

The believers and followers


When I was watching the documentary made by James Randi on the issue of Psychics and the trickery, an interesting conversation struck my mind. Why do more people still follow the tricksters and illusionists than the people who debunk them?

The human mind likes to follow something which appears to have existence, rather than thinking about its non-existence, which may be the truth or closer to the truth.  It is easier to follow the notion of a bright star than a black hole.

In our daily practice, it is very difficult to prove the absence of disease than its presence. Moreover when you tell  people that “everything” they are feeling is “in their head”, that is not going to go well.
 However, if you can say the problem is a disorder called “Toomuchgooglitis”, a not uncommon disorder, you are taken seriously.

I should try not to appear as a skeptic, than  be a re-affirmer of a non-truth; to survive in this world.

May be lying is to be considered a more pragmatic and socially accepted form of imagination. 

A skeptic dies seeking the  truth for its credibility, does not get any followers.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Random (G)asp-irations

Random (G)asp-irations


Me: Before moving to your current position at Black Suit consultants, where did you work?
Candidate: I was working as a Telephone Psychic
Me: Excuse me…


Me: What would you be when you grow up Bill?
Billy: PBR
Me: Excuse me…
Billy’s mother (bewildered): Don’t you watch PBR?
Me: You mean PBS?
Billy’s mother: Professional Bull Rider
Me: Excuse me.


Me: What would you like to be?
Latisha: Mat maid
Me: You mean Mermaid?
Latisha: Mat Maid
Me: Excuse me…




Me: When you become big, what job you would like to get Aaron?
Aaron: A digger
Me: ‘In construction’ you mean?
Aaron: A grave digger.
Me:     …



Me: What do you do ma’me?
Johnny’s mother: Adult entertainer

Me: Excuse me…